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Infinity Pool: Shedding the Skin, Rebirth into New

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(originally written Feb 3, 2023) (much growth has taken place since then, but I still enjoy this piece and thought I should share) I am fresh out of my first viewing of the movie in theaters and I’m left with billions of questions and dialogue floating in my head. All of which reflect this life quest I’m on to discover me. These past few months have been an inspiration I’ve been seeking for a while now in regards to my writing. Just like James, I am waging war against the imposter syndrome that dooms every artist that has ever existed.  Huge shifts have forced me to snap out of autopilot and pivot to introspection on a deeper level than I’ve ever allowed myself to go. I’m feeling myself wanting to revisit versions of me I had in my head that never were able to come to fruition based on fear. Fear of others projections, fear of being seen, fear of rejection after being seen. All that casual stuff. But my body and my mind wouldn’t let me get comfortable. My hair was stuck at the sam...
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The Fun Is Over

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After 3 months of the best living I have ever done since I can remember, it is almost time for the credits to start rolling. That's right ladies and gentle-theys, I am returning to the land of employment. I hate the fuck out of every single minute of it. Don't get me wrong, I am completely thankful that I have connections that will get me back on my feet financially and it is an entry into the medical field which is exactly what I have been needing and wanting now that I actually have a vision for the career path I want to pursue...  But (and there will always be a but), we all know what comes with full time work. After so many months of not having to think or concern myself in that headspace, I am absolutely dreading going back. I wish I could have eased my way back with a remote gig like I was fighting for or even getting something cute and remote while I kept bringing in the DOL checks. Everybody being so damn stingy or taking so fucking long!!! How are you urgently hiring b...
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New Platform, Who Dis?

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HEY EVERYBODY! (aka all 3 consistent listeners), Thing 1 returns.   Recently, I announced that High & Bi podcast is on an indefinite hiatus. Although it sucks and I miss doing it, it was the best decision for where I am currently at in life. So many transformations and revelations have been happening. Yes, we only recorded once a month as compared to other shows that give you weekly content, but all the behind the scenes work was a one woman show!!! Obviously, it wasn't sustainable. Plus all of these sites seem to be constantly shifting and making it way less accessible for the average broke bitch to create a legacy out here.  I still love the idea of this podcast and want to find a way to continue giving you this gay ass art. So, through this blog I will share my brain and continue to develop my personal archive. I am hoping that this format will inspire me to post more frequently. Writing was my first love and lately I have been neglecting her, I believe this would be a ...
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